United States professional tennis player, 1995–2022
I don’t think about my greatest fear.
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United States professional tennis player, 1995–2022
I don’t think about my greatest fear.
Vanity Fair, The Proust Questionnaire, Vanity Fair, February 2021 source ↗
Danger to my children. And tidal waves.
Losing one of my children, as there is no greater loss.
That it all goes away and never comes back.
He’s always been the family cook. He’s been feeding me since the day we met. Everything I know about Japanese food I know because of him. So now that’s another pleasure gone, perhaps the greatest. I don’t know how long it takes to die of starvation, or whether it hurts, but I dread it, just as I dread my sons watching me go like that. Because that is what they will remember, their mother reduced to a bag of bones. What it will do to Shin I can’t bear to contemplate.
I never wanted to have to choose between tennis and a family. I don't think it's fair. If I were a guy, I wouldn't be writing this because I'd be out there playing and winning while my wife was doing the physical labor of expanding our family.
A veterinarian.
Any lost match is, of course, disappointing, but every loss is a lesson to be learned.
I love to entertain. I'm not sure every player sees it that way, but I love the performance aspect of it—to be able to entertain people week after week. Some of the happiest times in my life were spent waiting in that hallway in Melbourne, and walking out into Rod Laver Arena with my earphones in and trying to stay focused and drown out the noise but still feeling the energy of the crowd.
I have never liked the word retirement. It doesn't feel like a modern word to me. I've been thinking of this as a transition, but I want to be sensitive about how I use that word, which means something very specific and important to a community of people. Maybe the best word to describe what I'm up to is evolution. I'm here to tell you that I'm evolving away from tennis, toward other things that are important to me.
My mom and dad. They always encouraged me to keep spiritual things first.
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