United States professional tennis player, 1995–2022
I don’t think about my greatest fear.
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United States professional tennis player, 1995–2022
I don’t think about my greatest fear.
Vanity Fair, The Proust Questionnaire, Vanity Fair, February 2021 source ↗
I think that loss of speech, and of understanding of speech, and of understanding of writing, and of coherent writing – these losses will amount to the loss of my mind. I know what this feels like and it has no insides, no internal echo. Mind means talking to oneself. There wouldn't be any secret mind surviving in me.
I’ve been a strong advocate that all my five children should be great swimmers, so you can deduce what my fear is.
We live in a fearful age: Brexit, Covid, global warming, cancel culture, war in Ukraine. Add in pancreatic cancer and you find me in an advanced and complex state of anxiety.
Being confined in a straitjacket.
I wouldn’t change anything about myself. If you asked me 20 years ago, I probably would have had a long list. But I’ve learned to appreciate and love who I am.
A veterinarian.
My mom and dad. They always encouraged me to keep spiritual things first.
I cry a lot, so the last time was no big moment.
I love to entertain. I'm not sure every player sees it that way, but I love the performance aspect of it—to be able to entertain people week after week. Some of the happiest times in my life were spent waiting in that hallway in Melbourne, and walking out into Rod Laver Arena with my earphones in and trying to stay focused and drown out the noise but still feeling the energy of the crowd.
I have never liked the word retirement. It doesn't feel like a modern word to me. I've been thinking of this as a transition, but I want to be sensitive about how I use that word, which means something very specific and important to a community of people. Maybe the best word to describe what I'm up to is evolution. I'm here to tell you that I'm evolving away from tennis, toward other things that are important to me.
Ally McCoist, Scottie Pippen, Kareem Abdul-Jabbar, Rafael Nadal, Paul Merson, Derek Jeter
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