The thought that I could be doing more: being more productive, doing more of the things that matter, and less of the things that don’t.
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The thought that I could be doing more: being more productive, doing more of the things that matter, and less of the things that don’t.
The Guardian, The Q&A, The Guardian, 10 April 2021 source ↗
Intrusive thoughts and caffeine.
Mainly my devil dog.
Perimenopausal anxiety, the terrible feeling of impending doom, something awful happening to my children, writing deadlines. Apart from that, I’m quite chilled.
Not being at peace with myself, in spite of an ongoing lifetime effort to try to calm down and accept that, no matter what, I did the best I could.
Less admin, emails, phone calls; more space to think, read and sleep.
Openness, curiosity and compassion.
I wanted to perform in some way, but I didn’t think it was viable. Teachers told me I should be a barrister, because I was always arguing with them.
I would care less about what people think.
Some of my teachers. I was a bit of a handful as a kid. They were just trying to do their job and I made it very difficult.
Preparing for Sound Of Metal. Feeling challenged and overwhelmed and lost in something is very fulfilling.
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