British swimmer; Olympic champion 2016 and 2021
I was on a cliff in Dartmoor, doing a Royal Marine abseil. I fell upside down and thought, “I’m going to die here.”
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British swimmer; Olympic champion 2016 and 2021
I was on a cliff in Dartmoor, doing a Royal Marine abseil. I fell upside down and thought, “I’m going to die here.”
The Guardian, The Q&A, The Guardian, 1 January 2022 source ↗
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